Last day before Valentine

 Life is going on. So many things happened. Last year 2020, was another struggle. But this year I lost my own little brother. He was full of life to me. It wasn't to overcome. He suffered for about six months. All this six months. I was running from hospital to hospital. My days were spend visiting hospital, seeing my lovely brother, his innocent smile, his sorrows, dispensary , looking for money and so on. 

I am trying to build myself again. I am trying doing the most I can do for my family. Actually, I am the eldest of my parents. So I always need to make sure they are happy. I don't hurt anyone. 

Though I have a lover who is special. But now I feel all love is colorless without my brother. He is my valentine. I know he is not here. But I can always feel he was there with me. He used to help me in everything whatever I use to ask for him. I am very thankful to God for giving me such a brother. He is my philosopher of life right now.

When he was alive I always used to teach him facts of life. But he taught me the real fact of life that as human we all have to die. As holy Quran says "kullu Nafnis Jaikatil Maut" means every life are subjected to death. If you born this world you have to die.

I still makes mistake, I am still trying to live the life I used to. But I am trying to change myself and I want all of you who is reading this post or will read this post. I will try to share my life with you guys. 

Love is not only for one day. Its for lifelong. Though it's special. Happy Valentine.

Hussler