HOW IS LIFE GOING NOW?

It's been few days, I haven't write for the blog. Today I opened the laptop and noticed my previous blog. Nowadays, I am being very callous. I am trying  to be open as much as possible. Today I tried to go out for a date. But I did't find anyone attractive. Those who was on my list they are just  busy. As i always been busy with my work. I am not a workaholic since a lot of time. I am hoping to come back as I am very busy with my work and I don't have time for unusual things. I don't wanna act like an inhuman being. But I want to do something for real. I wanna pursue a real career. 

I am trying to learn basic things of programming. I don't want much success. Just wanna make sure that I can provide my family whatever is important. I can take independent decision for myself.

I wish I could be a great man for always. But that's not I am. So, I am trying to do whatever I can.